A BROKEN HEART.

It was just a dream, brief moment of PLEASURE,
fallin in love wit u was more like LEISURE,
it felt like it was real, i was so SURE,
i remember times i had SEIZURES,
just thinking of you, deep mental PICTURES,
now I see it wasn't more than your AWE.

Since u turned me AWAY, i been down in PAIN,
I hav nothin 2 SAY, my head bows in SHAME,
how much i hurt d DAY, i saw ur new DAME,
u said ours didnt PAY, my heart u did MAIM,
it hurts even to PRAY, i wonder if I'm SANE,
I know I fell d wrong WAY, to U it was a GAME.

I'm not askin where it went WRONG,
I dont want to know why it wasn't LONG,
I'm jez singin this sad SONG,
telling U in my way,SO-LONG,
picking my hearts pieces,i'm GONE,
I'm saying it now, I'm DONE.

ANGER

Fragments of hope GONE.
Things I wanted DONE.
Pieces of the hourglass BROKEN.
My timepiece was STOLEN.

My heart leaps like a dancer in MOTION.
My head cant find its initial NOTION.
At intervals my lips goes off in HISSES.
Lips i onced used to give KISSES.

My nose crinkles at the smell of my burning OGBONO.
I had gone off thinking once MORE.
I turned down the FIRE.
I resumed my PONDER.

I'm blinded by my ANGER.
fits of rage slowly turning me to a HATER.
I should probably banish my THOUGHTS,
but where would they find eternal REST?
I've already gone totally NUTS, confusion finds in my mind a NEST.

If I write my heart out on SAND,
that of course is weak LAND.
The thoughts would be back at HAND,
sooner than magic conjured by a WAND.

If I write my heart on STONE,
i fool myself ALONE.
my heart would be like flesh without BONE.
Left without a support of its OWN.

Am I not a victim of TEMPER,
is it my fault that I'm todays SACRIFICE.
Today I'm the food of ANGER,
brought to its oral ORIFICE.



I myself know there's no real reason behind my RAGE,
yet I'm hopelessly led to the STAGE, to act out the role I'm ASSIGNED.
Or with my thots I remain CONFINED.

A tiny ant goes about in its busy WAY.
Running around like it has gone ASTRAY.
I finally see a way to vent all of IT,
my feet rises and falls in rhythmic BEAT.

I killed with a deep sense of SATISFACTION.
I laugh because there'll be no PROSECUTION.
And suddenly I'm DEPOSSESSED,
left alone all by MYSELF.

I look with pity at the broken 2PIECE.
I hope your spirit rests in PEACE.
I've just been a victim of ANGER.
One word short of DANGER.

I'm normal me once AGAIN.
Head hung in hands cupping my CHIN.
U hear me laugh without pain.
I'm just another victim.

JEALOUSY

Ur love for me, and love for her, which is GREATER.
Tell me that U love me more than the OTHER.
Tell me you'll stay wit me, not ANOTHER.
We'll spend the rest of our days TOGETHER.
I'll love you from now till FOREVER.
We'll live happily ever AFTER.
I want to be for u a SISTER.
For your children I'll be a MOTHER.
U'll be closer than a FATHER.
And our love will grow STRONGER...
This is not just a love THREAT.
Its more than a life BET
I'v heard jealousy is as cruel as SHOEL.
Dont want another wit u to DWELL.
I know love is stronger than DEATH, I'll always want u even in a Re-BIRTH.

TODAY BEGINS THE JOURNEY OF THE REST OF MY LIFE

The day I started the journey of the rest of my life.....

That day was a clear and bright day.
A day with many a sunny ray.
I went along in my own way.
It was a day I was sure would pay.
A day in January, february,march April or may.
About which I have so many words to write down or say.


The clouds of the day were filled with rain.
That day was pregnant with so much pain.
Because some loved ones were slain.
A day that ended in vain.
A day i searched my heart, soul and brain.
I sought to end my life with disdain.


A day in which....
I couldn't predict the weather.
I felt as light as a feather.
I had with my friends so much fun.
With downpour and a smiling sun.
I had no buts, whys or whether. So I let ink on paper run.

Its everyday U wake up to life's test.
When you try to show that you are the best.
U seek food to eat, water to quench thirst.
It is found within me, you or the rest.
You are not the last, neither are the first.
It is today tomorrow or the next.

.....The journey of the rest of your life begins every new day of your life.

Words Rhymes and Rhythms: BEAUTY OF MATHEMATICS...AWESOME

I got this from someone and decided to share it here:
1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321
1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111
9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888
Brilliant, isn't it?
And look at this symmetry:
1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111 = 12345678987654321
Now, take a look at this...
101%
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:
What Equals 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants you to
GIVE OVER 100%.
How about ACHIEVING 101%?
What equals 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help
answer these questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
If:
H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K
8+1+18+4+23+ 15+18+11 = 98%
And:
K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E
11+14+15+23+ 12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%
But:
A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E
1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%
THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:
L-O-V-E-O-F- G-O-D
12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%
Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:
While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will
get you there, It's the Love of God that will put you over the top!

It's up to you if you share this with your friends & loved ones just
the way I did..
God bless us, and do have a wonderful day